bibaho bibhrat

kodin dhorei lokkhyo korchhi keno janina kichhu lokjon amar biye niye boddo chintito hoye porechhey..r tar i e folosruti ei bibaho bibhrat abhijan..byaparta suru hoyechhilo nitantoi niriho bhabe...gechhilam bechari apon mone jamaica te....summer er kichhu jamakapor kinte...hothatdekhi ek niriho dorshon bangali dompoti nijerder modhye ghor alochonay basto..kan pete bujhlam ekta lekha niye bitarko..bangali hoye bangali ke help korbo na!!!!!!!!!!!!besh jeche porei help korlam bhorolok bhodromohilake...kothay kothay alap o holo..fone no exchange,,bari jaoyar nemontonno sob e...ta erom alap to pothe ghate kotoi hoy...dintinek por jotha riti bhule gelam esob golpo..r erom somoye i ekta fone..bhodroloker kach theke..ekotha sekotha barite nemontonno rpor...ma tomar barir no ta dao to ..baba mar satthe kotha bolbo.........ki byapar jante chaoyay abiskar...tara mone mone tader bhaipor jonya amay patri nirbachito korechhen..sebar to baba mar apotti achhey phd er age biye koray bole konorokome nistar pelam....kichhudin porei abar nemontonno harinam sankirtoner..r ebar abar salwar kameez pore asar.....onek ojuhat diyechhilam er age ..prochur katiyechhi..tai ebar bhodrota bosoto hajir holamm sekhane........salwar kamiz porei..as expected bhaipo o present..ar ami chance khujchhi nijeke kharap patri hisebe proman korar...chance elo prothom khete bose...bhodromohila commentkorlen 'americay bose kumro shak,bhabai jay na"' ami khub niriher ato prosno korlam 'eta kumro shak chhilo bujhi?' uni ektu obak hoye amay bollen 'tumi ranna karo na?' ami abar ager mato tone i bollam 'asole burger r pizza kheyei chole jay..ekdom e ranna banna parinato' uni bolle 'tahole biyer por.....' ami gombhir mukhe jobab dilam'keu ekjon ranna korlei hobe'bhodromohila min 5 amar mukher dike obak hoye takiye thaklen...tarpore ektu pore abar suru korlen notun utsahe'tomar salwar kameez ta besh sundar..pray e paro bujhi?' ami abar gombhir mukhe jobab dilam 'na emnite lab e jeans porei jai...r disc ba pub e gele miniskirt'uni khub shocked hoye giye jiges korlen'tumi pub e jao?drink karo?' ami tatodhik gombhir mukhe bollam'besi jai na..khali sukro r sonibarer ratgulo..baki gulo weekday night..bujhtei parchhen..neway r besi drink o kori na..roj mattor 4-5 peg..asole cigrette er sathe drink na hole thik bhalo lage na'amar ei response sune sobai jokhon hatobhombo sei fanke ami coolly uthe pore bollam 'achha aj tahole asi..pore nischai ekdin somoy kore apnader bari jabo' onader sei shocked hotobhombo mukhgulo onekdin mathay thakbe.........sarata rasta nijer monei puro incidentta mone kore khyak khyak kore haste haste bari elam...ashakori bohudiner modhye r kono prob hobe na odik theke

elemelo chintabhabna

majhe majhe prochur kotha mone bhese ase..proyojon oprojoner kotha..elomelo ,chhorano chhetano ,edik odik bhabna boli.......sob hoyto kajer na........sukh dukkho ghera,anando bishade mesha......mon chay sukh ,anandake bechhe.......dukkho ,bishadke dure thele dite............agomonir durgar mukh hoye,bisrajoner dukkho bhulte.........kintu ta ki r hoy.......manusher mon........ghure fire bishadprotimar ontorale lukiye pore mon...guccho gucchho bishannatar megh chheye dey moner akashke........bristi jhore chole ajhordhare moner majhare....abar tar e fanke fanke dekha dey......anonder jholok,khusir roddur..........